Tech decided to have their own version of We Got Married so I signed up for it. I looked at who the guys were and it was like a bunch of weird Asian underclassmen and Ira and I was like “Oh gosh…I hope I get Ira…” cus like…yeah, it was not the choiciest pool of applicants. Then the host drew names and I got Ira and the host was like “You guys are more like siblings ha ha”.

Apparently Ms Zeh fired herself. She went to the Board to do so. Everyone was talking about it; she got too old or something, and she was sick of teaching.

I came into class with a blazer with heart print on it and that floral dress Caitlin got from H&M. Keith asked me how I was so skinny/what diet I was on and I said that I exercised. In the back of my head I was like “That’s a lie”.

I also had these shoes on. They were the Celine sandals from Fashiontoast’s post:

In my dream they looked different though; they were more like boots but they had the same silver back. I got mine in navy blue but then I realized they might look better in grey so I wanted to go back to exchange them.

I was in the auditorium practicing for Multicultural; Ira got me some lunch consisting of dan-tat and noodles and stuff in a paper bag. Sam was there and told me that was like some kind of full lunch from some restaurant. I asked Sam if my shoes would look better in grey and she said they would, so my mind was made up. Then I started to paint my shoes but the canvas became something huge. I painted a sun (the type that looked like the one that I painted on Mr V’s door) with a face on it. I made it shoot flames from four directions and I added in some yellow to make the flames look more vibrant or something. And I used some highlight shade (like makeup-wise) and I made a sphere in the corner with a reflection on water. Then I realized that maybe they wouldn’t accept my exchange if I painted on it but I didn’t really care at that point.

Anyways then it was an actual performance although it was in the afternoon, but I just justified that by saying it was because Ms Brown was in charge of it this time and that was how she did things. Well, Filipino club was up and we did this whole number and at the end we were supposed to use the banner that I painted the sun on (I don’t know how that painting transferred from a shoe to a huge flag banner). At the end of the song Neriel somehow messed up my painting by drawing a black line on it. I took it from him and held it up in front of the audience anyway and everyone clapped.

Then I hurried down to where Asian American Fan Dance was practicing. I went through a whole corridor and the setting was cavernous and kind of like a Buddhist cave temple. The practice room was supposedly the dance gym but it was more like a temple. I somehow did not remember the dance at all. David was there watching us. Anyways I think I disappointed Vicky because I really didn’t know what I was doing. The show was coming up really close and I had no idea what the choreography was.

  1:54 pm  |   February 23 2012  

I was on this weird cruise party s16 thing with a lot of my friends. I think I was just walking around the table area and I didn’t know where to sit because I was looking for my friends…and then some white kid (kinda tall and stocky and footballish, all-American) comes up to me and asks for my number so that he could sleazily send me texts or something and I felt so violated LOL. Then Monica came.

There was a scientific study about how showering/bathing too much could eventually kill you because it’d take off all your layers of skin eventually or something. So i was this scientist dude and I zoomed into google maps and saw a nice looking area of rich people houses and was like “Wow what a nice area! Look at that bay!” so i visited and some rich lady lived there and her bathing podium (it was like a bath tub…but more like a cylinder full of water that you stood on) came out of the ground and my case study said it was made of stone and I was like “More like grits!” in a British accent. The lady was sobbing and she said the cleaning lady neatened the library and i asked if it was the one with the long rapunzel hair hanging out of the window but she said no it was another one and i was about to go to investigate but my sister woke me up >.>

  12:11 am  |   January 8 2012   |  158 notes  

So I think I was at MaMa/YeYe’s house in MA, and they had this closet. I opened it and the closet had another door inside that so I opened it and it led to another room. Which had like clear bookbags with different cartoon characters on them like Doraemon and they were for $5 and apparently a big hit in Japan. Then I opened more doors which led to more rooms. They were all plain and kinda cream colored walls…everything looked pretty dull.

This other room had a bunch of pictures hanging on the walls with me as a baby and my mom smiling with her teeth, resembling me, and my dad and my maternal grandparents presumably in Australia. I went to get Mommy and I showed her. Then we got out of the closet. I think later on I wanted to get back inside of the closet but I couldn’t find the door D: And then everything in the original closet shifted sideways or something.

Then we all went to this amusement park from when my parents were young. It was supposed to be the place in the picture but it was in MA. There was only one ride which was like a pendulum ride when it just goes back and forth. Me and Mommy rode in it and I noticed she didn’t have her yellow seat belt thing that secures you onto the ride on, and I asked why and she said because she didn’t like these kinds of rides. So after the first swing she got off LOL. The rest of the park was really empty…everything looked dull and greyish and the grass looked pretty dead. Mommy and Daddy remarked about this and then we left.

We got back to the house where there was a body bag on the bed. Daddy remarked in Chinese “I think he’s dead now” referring to YeYe/grandpa. But then he wasn’t. So then MaMa/grandma was on the bed reading and then something happened that I can’t really remember.

Suddenly we were on this huge field thingy in some odd city and I killed someone. Like I think it was this old guy…I just stabbed him to death on a target-like arena where the floor was like painted yellow and black in a semicircle…and I felt so guilty about it. Like I just remember the feeling of stabbing his flesh and muscle…Then later on some girl wanted to hang out with me so there was a birds eye view of everything and she wanted to go to the place where I killed the guy but then she remembered I killed him and was like nvm. LOL.

Uuh…then we went back to the house and I played tennis with a towel, with my sister. And then I think that was the time where I tried to open the closet again but failed. And then I found these papers that were the reverse of this song/chant that revealed a secret about my uncle’s life. But he didn’t really want anyone to find out so that’s why he encoded it like that. So I had the papers which were written in thick bold black ink, in my hand. And then I went to MYLC and then the papers disappeared. There were other papers about it but it wasn’t the same paper and I got really mad and yelled at Jose because I thought he did something to make the paper disappear. I was like “IT WAS JUST IN MY HANDS AND NOW IT’S GONE!”

  12:56 am  |   December 11 2011   |  5 notes  

I was on this super cool airplane with a bunch of people in this room that seemed more like a conference room than an airplane; it seemed like MYLC people but I didn’t really know any of them. Anyway apparently you could go outside on the airplane and stuff. So then this blonde lady was there and she was trying to find me and this other girl but we ran off and out of the airplane and it was night time and one part was like this outdoors thing with something that looked like a handball court wall…and I think we were in Cuba or something. Then another room (the room I ended up in) was like a legit airplane seating room. Me and the other person tried blending in with the people already sitting down by also sitting down; I think we were successful in blending because I don’t think the lady found us until we went back.

Then there was this odd part about being some RPG character in this really grassy area and seeing some odd creature that I was trying to tame or something and it was really difficult and reminded me of Pokemon.

Then I was walking down the streets of Manhattan and saw this art school that I wanted to go to but everyone went to that school and I don’t think it was even that good.

Then me and Reylyn were just somewhere and she was like “Wanna come to the Philippines with me?” and I was like okay! So we went but we ended up in Hong Kong o_O And we had to make a group name and I wanted it to be like “Hong Kong people” or something weird. Apparently there were also Chinese words but some of them I couldn’t read.

  10:17 pm  |   October 28 2011   |  14 notes  

I was in school and everyone was going to get awards with little trophies. Mine was going to be blue. Anyway then on the back of the papers that we got notifying us, there was info. Sam told me rather distraught-ly that she only got 590; her award was red. I asked if it was out of 800 and she said yes. I looked at mine and I got a 680. I felt a bit disappointed but I reasoned that it was an okay score.

Then I think I had physics class…but I basically cut the whole class. I went downstairs to the cafeteria where there was some sort of weird girl scouts-esque meeting. Some middle aged soccer mom personality was there in green with short greyish hair and a Paula Deen face. She did something…maybe gave me some pamphlets, I forgot. Anyways then I went outside of the school not realizing that I wouldn’t be able to get back in. It was raining outside. I tried to go back into this once entrance but there were big scary security guards dressed in neon orange vests. They didn’t allow me to go in. I went around the school for entrances and none let me in, until I came upon this one entrance which was probably the one I came from. Some guy let me in.

Then I think I ended up going back to physics class anyway. And then school was out and I saw Mommy and Caitlin and they were going to Brooklyn, though I had plans to go with my school friends to the movies. I felt like Brooklyn would be more fun though I felt bad for ditching everyone. We waited for the bus and I thought we had to catch the s51. The s52 came and then Mommy and Caitlin got on and were like “Are you going to get on or not?” and I was like “I thought it was the s51” but I got on anyways.

We went to Brooklyn which looked surprisingly like the city. There was a whole part that had a Times Square feel but with a huge Nicki Minaj poster or ad or something in the middle. But each time we saw something was like within the view of doors and we were really inside of a dark wooden place. Eventually we were back in the wooden place and Daddy didn’t approve of us going to Brooklyn.

Next:

The evil villain was something that looked like Midna; it probably was. Anyway everyone was in a small wooden room and it was very dark. It was a group of teens. There was one guy who deliberately disobeyed Midna; he died some kind of bloody death but said that he would rather die now than later. Then the camera zoomed on Midna’s face and she counted to 4 in Korean and then some random Korean girl came out of nowhere. She was going to be Midna’s new servant. She was very quiet and didn’t really speak English and probably resembled Park&Cube.

Then Midna wanted to kill again, but she made her Korean apprentice kill. She gave her a Chinese butcher knife and told her to say some rhyme having to do with fury. The Korean girl was hesitant and then slipped up with the words, but she still managed to slash some person to death. Midna was unhappy with the slip up though, and took the knife. The Korean girl closed her eyes (at this point I was in her perspective) and then Midna cut at an angle a chunk of the top of her foot off. It was painful but she endured.

Then it was in a highschool hallway. Everyone was just walking around; basically like the time where everyone was going to class and everything was crowded. The school was bright and white-ish. I was surprised to see like three or four Asians in the crowd (at this point my mind realized it was a movie). Then Midna came and started to kill people with her army of guards who had machine guns. They were firing and everyone was trying to run away. I think I was in my own perspective now. Everyone was fleeing and people were dying all around me. However a small group of us ran all the way to the attic of the school. It was dark and night time. I saw four boxes against a wall and crouched into one. Some people were going outside to the balcony. I decided it would be better to go there since then I wouldn’t be cornered. I went outside and it was actually a kind of hot air balloon, but it stayed still. Eve was there and we nervously talked.

Then I fastfowarded the movie because it only had 30 minutes left and I didn’t want anything bad to happen. I was surprised that in the end we were all alive but I saw in the corner a flash of Midna, so I rewinded it back to the place I left off. Basically all that happened was that me and Eve were talking. Then these two guys decided to fight Midna once and for all. They went off of the hot air balloon thing and into an alternate reality basically, into the woods. There they found Midna’s soul and the Korean girl’s soul. However they were glowing and a different color, like the eagle vision in Assassin’s Creed. And they were also more horrific. Anyway they slayed them both and came back, though one of them wanted to get a girl spirit.

When they came back everyone was surprised that it was all over. But then I started to watch at the corner of the room and I thought I saw a glimpse of Midna, still alive. Then the movie ended.

I finished the movie and then took out the DVD rom. It turns out I was watching it with Eve. She showed me that there was a back-up CD and a real CD copy. The art on the CD was like pinkish and anime-ish. On the box it was saying how the person who directed the whole thing was named like Gillian Shiangkai or something. But it said that she wasn’t really Asian.

Then I went to some production party of the movie. I was apparently part of the cast so I was invited. The party was outside at first and everything was white-ish like the light and the table and all. I felt awkward because I didn’t really know anyone there. Then we went inside and there was a long table. The director lady Gillian turned out to be my Cou-pau/Daddy’s aunt. I sat next to some Asian guy with glasses, who gave me two post its and stuck them on my arm. I read one of them that said something like “I want to fly with you” in Chinese and another that had some random gibberish on it. I was trying to find out what the gibberish paper meant when I woke up :(

  5:31 pm  |   July 5 2011   |  4 notes  

I was in this darkish setting. Like it was a cloudy almost thunderstormy afternoon/close to evening. And greenish in hue. And I was in this garage-ish place. And this guy who I think was supposed to be Colin Sokol was there and something bad happened. There was a confrontation with him and a group of people and he was on the verge of tears and then suddenly started to shoot out at the people with his pistol. I was really confused as to why and then Rumi pulled me over and explained that this was just a scene for a videogame they were filming. We left and then I heard a chainsaw. I asked if that was also another scene and she said yes.

Then there was revealed to be two Rumis; I guess they were twins. And then I also saw Park&Cube’s Shini there. And then one of the Rumis started to criticise her saying “Yeah in your other photoshoot…there was something…lacking…” and Shini was like “What would that be?” looking rather uncomfortable, and then I thought to myself “Maybe posture?” and then Shini guessed posture and the other Rumi was like “Yeah…haha..”

I felt like I was starting to befriend the Rumis and thought to myself that she wasn’t really too high class/famous-y after all. Then we all sat down on the lawn and I saw this other Chinese girl and someone else sit down too. I guess they were also invited. One of them seemed like a girl associated with CYI so I asked if I knew her before. She looked kinda like Cecelia Shao but with less curly hair. We introduced each other.

  7:53 pm  |   June 26 2011  

It was my birthday party day (the 29th) and I was spending it talking to Samong on AIM. When it approached around 6pm or so, I realized that I was supposed to be having a party that day. I panicked a little and went to the beach. There, I saw Nikita, Peter, and Eugene there playing around. I felt guilty about it.

I was in the school auditorium. It was really dark inside. I was performing RDR with some others, which was unclear. It wasn’t a big audience so I wasn’t treating it very seriously. I kept making small mistakes. Then I somehow slid all the way to the end of the lineup. The teacher with the bob from Dream High came out of nowhere and took my place in the middle. But then eventually I got back up and performed alongside her. I also saw Jessica from SNSD I think LOL..

I was in the hallway at school. They were making this big card on the bulletin board for Tetyana since she was moving. I was writing my part; I wrote mine across, taking up horizontal space by accident. Anyway I wanted to draw a ball + pom poms since she was a cheerleader. I was trying to make pompoms the hard way but it was taking too long, so I got Emma to come. I cut off a few inches of her blonde hair and used them to make pompoms. The odd thing was, though, that she looked fatter from the back after I cut the hair >.> Anyway I went back and saw these two freshmen in the classroom doorway; one of them was Asian. They were probably doing some kind of geometry project. Anyway I went up to them and went “Can I borrow a marker?” and took one before they could say anything. Then when I was about to write on the board, I realized that someone had flipped the paper over, so all of the words were on the back of the paper. I was really annoyed.

Then there was a part where everyone was dying or something. They all had some sort of disease. I asked Sam if she also had pains in her upper leg joint/pelvic-to-leg joint, and she said yes. I then concluded that everyone had the same symptoms and therefore had a vitamin-A disease or something. I was in this swampy place. In the opening something happened, like some guys had died there. It seemed very 1800s/adventurish.

Me/Caitlin/Daddy were escaping from something/somewhere. We got through the swampy part and got to like…close to Hylan blvd. We all hopped onto a motorcycle. Then we sped off onto Hylan, and then somehow the person driving (can’t remember if it was Daddy or Mommy) disappeared. So then I had to drive the motorcycle via shotgun seat. At this point I’m not even sure if it remained a motorcycle because I looked down and pressed the brake pedal, or what I hoped was the brake pedal. It ended up being so (even though it was the right pedal). I successfully braked and then we went to Dunkin Donuts. There, we waited outside the parking lot. I called home and a man’s voice picked up; I got scared and hung up. I told Caitlin that some man intruder was in our house. We put the phone on the door of the Dunkin Donuts. Then we went on the motorcycle again and drove to another one, I think. I think the motorcycle became a bus because I was driving and I almost didn’t brake on time but I came really really close to hitting a building. It stopped just in time though. Then we drove to like either Circuit City or Staples. Daddy found us and yelled at Caitlin to go study, and also because she sucked at being safe on motorcycles. She didn’t hold onto my waist :P Oh and there was this part where there were these foam helmets that didn’t really work too well. Anyway we tried to drive back to find the cellphone but we stopped at the wrong DD.

  2:35 pm  |   June 23 2011  

I was on this weird epic mission. I activated something and a ladder appeared. I went up the ladder and retrieved something from a statue head of a woman; it looked like “the year” thing from the RS easter event. Then later on I saw Reylyn and she saw one of those things too and she activated it and went up really high on the ladder. And I felt like I was her and felt like my pants were gonna fall off or something even though she was wearing a flowy pastel dress. Anyway she got the year thing too.

Then it was me/Daddy/Caitlin and we went past this diner that was on-the-highway-esque. It said 6 hamburgers for $8. I wanted to get some. The waitress in there wanted to help us on our quest.

We were upstairs in the corridor only it was bigger and darker. There was something evil around in the shadows. I think it was a shadow turtle or something. Anyway, Daddy managed to kill it using light or something. Then we heard something else and saw a shadow elephant. Me and Caitlin quickly hid in my room but peered through the doorway. Then I urged Daddy to get me the sword. He eventually got it; it was this kinda short ruby-encrusted sword. The elephant monster disappeared before I could attack though.

In the dream I was in Silent Hill 5.

  1:03 am  |   May 1 2011  

I was in school again. On the stairs, I saw Jason Woo and he looked different, so I thought he got a haircut or something. We played around for a bit before I got going to CAD. When I entered the room though, it was all the people that weren’t in my class, and it was being taught by Mazza. I was like “Wait a minute”, so I went out of the class rather embarrassed. There I saw the room number, 257, which should have been right (in the dream world anyway). Then I saw Ms Pugliese, and she didn’t know where to go either so she just told me to roam around. I was good with that, and I saw some other people like Sam, too. So at least I wasn’t lonely.

Then I was on the F train with my friend. We were trying to get to my sister and her friend; my sister was going to her friend’s house but without Mommy’s permission. So then they got off and me and my friend decided to wait another stop before getting off. When we did, we realized we didn’t know how to get to them. So we decided to call them later. Meanwhile, we found ourselves in Soho. I went into Uniqlo but didn’t find anything. My friend transformed into Zara. She found this peasant top with multiple blocks of color on it. I disapproved so she didn’t get it.

After that, we went next door to a dark and kind of old looking shop. But once we went inside it was bright and busy and was almost like Toys R Us and Costco combined. It sold all this girly/tween stuff and was filled with those types of people that are really annoying and young. There was a huge video screen further down with a cupcake demonstration playing. Me and Zara went down there and then there was equipment to broadcast your own cooking demonstration. So as the camera went live, I mixed up a whole bunch of ingredients to make nasty batter which disgusted everyone there. We were satisfied with trolling everyone, so we left. Zara saw her sister there too.

Then as we went outside I saw the train zoom past and was like NOOO WAIT. And the train guy was just like eh go to the next station. But it was too late.

Then I think I went north to Boston…to some random people. They were fascinated by how I was from NYC and told me I should check out their Filipino Club or something. Part of the performance they were putting on was acrobatics. They made me part of that performance so I had to like go do acrobatic things. While I was doing it, I tried to gain my balance by holding on to someone else but then I realized I was accidentally touching his crotch. He was this Asian guy with a neon green full body suit on. After completing the routine we bowed.

Then after the performance I explained how I was sorry that I touched his crotch. The people then let me meet with this Filipino guy in charge of the club. I asked him if he thought I was Filipino and he said no, and I was like yay! I asked him what he thought I was and he said Chinese. I went “THANK YOU! Finally! I love you!!” and then gave him a big hug. He was really confused.

Then everyone in that house went up to my guest room which was blueish hued. There were these old ancient looking manuscripts there. There was a Russian translation and an English translation. Someone was like “Gosh why’s it in Russian” and I was like “There’s an English version right there.” We opened the first pages and then a kind of mythical story began to unfold.

Suddenly I was in the story. It was me and a bunch of other people from school. But it played out like a video game. We were in an apocalyptic world and it was whiteish and misty out. The whole city was deserted except for us, the roads were cleared, etc. I was testing out all the combos I could use and it was on the gamecube so I had to use button combos. Then there was a prompt to use the “10” button. I was like “wow I never knew there was a 10 button!” and it appeared on the controller.

Then everyone in the place met up and we decided we had to stick together. I know Keith, Ira, and Sharon were there, and all the other ppl from the crew were probably there as well. We then decided to go into this abandoned store. There was a wii hooked up there so we started to play Brawl. I was Ike and I was winning until Bowser used his special move which was odd because I think items were turned off. Then I died. And then there was security in the store and there were people there, which was weird.

Then we were gonna eat this big giant sized pizza thing and in order to eat it you had to place something on the pizza so it would like cook or something I guess. We voted Sharon to be the guard; she was like “AWW COME ON” because I guess she wanted to eat or something. But she went to her post nevertheless. I moved someone else’s thing on the pizza and got reprimanded but I was like whatever.

  2:12 pm  |   April 25 2011   |  1 note  

I was in electronics class again, and Wantowski was offering some extra credit to put something on the board. I raised my hand and got chosen and felt pretty good about it because other people really wanted that point too. But then he saw my work and went “This one is wrong”; I had put 1/4 instead of 4/3 but I had crossed 4/3 out before so I pointed that out and he just didn’t let me put the rest up :(

Then I was waiting outside school. It was after school and raining and blueish hued, and I was waiting with Milton I think. Then the car came and I went in. Mommy was like “Who was that boy?” and I’m like “Milton” and she’s like “He’s good looking, you should go out with him!” and I’m like “LOLOL WTF NO?”

Then it was a different scene. I went with Nikita and Peter into this jungle to hang out. It was fun I think. I checked on AIM and Peter’s status was “jungllllllle” or something. Then we had to go so I hugged them both goodbye; I hugged Peter first and he didn’t seem like he wanted to let go.

Then I was in some sort of horrific scenario where there was a monster and it was all frantic and purplish. And I got two vials/tubes and filled them with these liquids. One of them was blue, the other was purple. I kept overfilling the blue one and the liquid was spilling out because the stopper kept pushing it. Then I had to get a third vial and filled that with green liquid. Yeah and everyone was just panicky and it was almost apocalyptic and somehow my relatives and grandparents were involved too.

  11:07 pm  |   April 22 2011   |  9 notes